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God And I Almost Got A Divorce.

Saturday, May 8th, 2010

There, I  said it out loud.  God and I almost got a divorce.  Who started the proceedings?  Well, that would be me.

 

As with all relationships, there are ups and downs.  A divorce usually occurs when the bad outweighs the good.  When the times of challenge are prolonged.  When you start to believe darkness and despair are what life will be.  Forever a world without light, joy, success or purpose.  It’s when hope dies.  When you feel your prayers aren’t being heard.  It’s when you feel God has forgotten about you.

 

For me, it happened after months and months of challenges.  The details don’t really matter here.  What matters is to understand the nature of challenges, disappointments and ultimately how we live our lives in the face of adversity. 

 

I faced each of mine with my best fight, or I thought so.  I followed my instincts for solutions and worked hard to implement them, or I thought so.  I prayed for answers and when I thought my prayers were answered, I followed that path, then another and another.   Convinced I had finally found a solution, I was crushed when the outcome was not what I expected.  I came up short; a runner-up.   I was still at square one.  I was angry at the world; I was angry with God.   This was the mother of all challenges, my faith was on the line.

 

And then while sitting quietly one day, it hit me.  Maybe what I thought was best really wasn’t at all.  Maybe there is a better outcome just around the corner.  I started to think back on other times in my life when things seemed hopeless.  Inevitably, the dark path led to a clearing and the clearing led to a wonderful place.  But I wouldn’t have gotten there without following the specific road layed out for me.  It’s as though the book has been written….you can’t rush to the end nor can you change the story on each page.  It has to unfold so you can learn the lessons you need. 

 

This was my lesson….never ever give up hope and never lose faith in yourself.  And, it’s ok to be angry with God or the world once in a while.  It’s human.  Just don’t make it permanent!

What will you learn this summer? Personal Transformation Thoughts for Summer 2009!

Friday, January 30th, 2009

Just for a minute, pretend that it’s your first day in grade school and the teacher is asking the class to describe what they did and learned over the summer. Hands fly in the air and the room is filled with the excitement of each child’s enthusiastic heart, bursting to share their stories.

 

The stories will generally describe new adventures and joyful learning experiences. Can you remember catching lightening bugs and butterflies, chasing the ice cream truck, riding a roller coaster, playing ball, scraping your knee, making new friends and just creating new memories that would last a lifetime?

 

How will you spend your summer? What will you learn? Will it just be another two months at the office without fun or standout memories? Will you take the time to be present, to free your spirit, relax or find new adventures? Will you wake to greet each day with the enthusiasm to transform your dreams into reality? Will you focus on personal transformation? If not, why? If not, when?

 

I learned a number of important things over this past summer. Not just acquiring knowledge but gaining a profound understanding. There is a difference between learning and knowing. You can learn a quantum physics formula but do you really “understand” what it means? What did you learn that you really understand with your heart and soul to be true?

 

Ø I learned that “beginner’s luck” isn’t luck at all. It can be attributed to enthusiasm and positive energy. It’s an energy filled with joy, optimism and great promise. That is what drives success.

 

Ø I learned that we are indeed our “own worst enemy”. You have to have a relationship with all aspects of yourself in order to be healthy and successful.

 

Ø I learned that you have to rid yourself of destructive negative energy in order to move forward and fill your life with joy and abundance.

 

Ø I learned that you have to decide who is in charge: Your soul? Your mind? Your body? Which part of you drives you? Which part is in control? Instead of keeping each in their own corner working against the others, bring them together to work toward a common goal. Only then can you achieve true success and live life to its fullest potential.

 

 

There are also a number of profound lessons I learned by reading The Alchemist, by Paul Coelho. The reviews I read on this book intrigued me. One claimed “This story is an eternal testament to the transforming power of our dreams and the importance of listening to our hearts.” Another: “a remarkable tale about the most magical of all journeys; the quest to fulfill one’s destiny for anyone who is passionately committed to claiming the life of their dreams-today.”

 

All True!!!!!! Coelho beautifully describes the language of enthusiasm, of things accomplished with love and purpose. As he points out “When you want something, all the universe conspires to help you achieve it.”

 

I highly recommend this book. It will change you for the better.

 

And those are some of the things I learned this summer!  What will you learn in 2009?

 

 

Dear Oprah………………

Sunday, November 23rd, 2008

OK it’s official: OPRAH HAS GOTTEN ON MY LAST NERVE!!!!!!

What’s interesting is that I am not alone. Lately, people have been providing unsolicited comments like “who does she think she is…” or “I just can’t stand her anymore….she thinks she is the second coming or something!”

 

I am not quite sure when this happened but sorry “O”, it did. (watch out Martha because you aren’t far behind).

 

Maybe all the “Pollyanna” advice is just too much at this unprecedented time in our history. Today, we are a nation full of depressed and “stunned” individuals who have opened their 401K envelopes and now just want to crawl under the covers until it is over. Clearly, “O” and the other Pollyanna’s (let’s throw Rachael R. in the mix too) don’t have that problem. Their being out-of-touch now borders on insensitivity. I am sure it is not intentional but that’s the perception.

 

A good example is Martha’s note in her newsletter about “53 inspiring ways to carve a pumpkin”(or something like that). She sends this out at the height of the news about the economic crisis where the critical middle class is getting slammed! I heard from people that said “hey, I just opened my 401K envelope so how about 53 inspiring ways to slit my throat!!!!” I know it’s not Martha’s fault but people can’t stand someone who can think about more than one way to carve a pumpkin when they can no longer afford to buy the damn pumpkin!

 

Let’s get back to “O” and the comment that she thinks she is the “second coming”. I don’t know if she thinks that but let’s face it, she does sometimes act like a “know it all”. Take her magazine where she always ends with a story “This I know for sure”. When Oprah says “this I know for sure” her sheep-like followers believe her unconditionally. I think marketing classes now include the “O FACTOR” to describe the impact of her powerful endorsement. This impact is way beyond the old “Good Housekeeping seal of approval” for those of you old enough to remember what that is. It’s more like one touch and she can give sight to blind people! BAM…you’re golden! People actually include getting on the Oprah show in their marketing strategies because she makes you believe you can do anything. Reality check: you have a better chance of being abducted by aliens!

 

But is “O” always sensitive about what she brings to the flock? Does she at times unintentionally lead them astray? For example, they believed her when she went OVER THE TOP with the crew from The Secret on her show. She gave the impression that this was the most important advice you will ever get and following that advice will change your life in ways you could never have imagined. They all acted like they have some sort of direct line to GOD/Universe and it was “O’s” calling to bring this to the world. The followers listened, bought the book (made Rhonda a very rich lady), made intention boards, spoke only in positive phrases, and believed with all their heart and souls it would make a difference. Why? Because “O” said so!

 

Well “O”, some of the flock is tired of waiting. I hear from your former loyal followers that they did everything you said. The whole “Ask, Believe, Receive” became the mantra for the day. Now they are just hoping to hold on as everything they worked for over the years is slipping away. Sadly, others are still staring at their intention boards believing the pictures will save them.

 

“O” why don’t you use that all powerful “factor” to lend a voice to the depressed, stunned middle class and small businesses that no one really represents? They are, after all, the machine that built and keeps this nation going (not to mention your empire). Forget your holiday gift guide or book club recommendations because there isn’t much left over for these things. Forget Suzy O’s advice which is SO basic that most people already get what she is selling. They may not follow a sound financial plan but they get it. This is way beyond the old adage that you can’t spend more than you earn.

 

I would like to see you really get a handle on what’s going on out there. I would like to see you use your influence for real change. Let President Elect Obama know how, for example, the 55,000 laid off Citigroup workers are surviving. Most of these people will only take unemployment while they look for other jobs that don’t exist. Many of these people will have to sell their homes (if they can) because they can’t afford the mortgage payments and NO, the loan was not sub-prime. And news flash, they can’t go into their portfolios, 401K’s or pensions because they have all but dried up.

 

For these people and the millions of others faced with the same distressing situation, who will tell their stories?  Better yet, WHERE IS THE BAILOUT FOR THE MIDDLE CLASS?

 

“O”, I am sure everyone is praying and hoping for the best because you know there are still many that buy into the whole ASK, BELIEVE and RECEIVE thing. These days, I am not quite sure where it would all come from. I sure do hope the Universe has a plan.

 

Maybe part of the plan is for the middle class to get out from under the covers and start shouting!  Maybe it’s time to call for the firing of the members of Congress who were asleep at the switch but still have their jobs! Maybe it’s time for a MIDDLE CLASS MARCH ON WASHINGTON!

What do you say “O”.  How about joining the cause even though you are at the tippy top of the 1%?  Remember, the majority of your loyal flock isn’t and could use a voice.  Use some of your golden touch for them.  If YOU put our elected officials in your crosshairs for this cause, that would surely get their attention. It’s time to make a real difference!!!!  Just in case, I will add this to an intention board so the Universe can give you a call to make sure you get the message.